Best Laid Plans

Son is forced to wear flower hat at art show

Well, as life would have it, things between my last post and this one didn’t go as I had thought it would. UGH.

Last fall I got through show season and that was great. Lots of fabulous customers, some laughs, a lot of serious conversation, and many more ideas for the future. Then we had an election (we could talk about that for a month)and we headed into the holidays. We’re a small family so we had lots of time together. As is tradition we cook together for each holiday and choose a different category each time. Thanksgiving was Indian cuisine and Christmas was Asian. Such fun to create things we’ve not done before…and delicious!

Then right after the first of the year everyone got sick. My son came down with the flu. My husband came down with the flu…and my daughter came down with the flu. And just when everyone was starting to feel like they kicked it…it all happened again! My son and husband both got hit by the flu twice! They tried very hard to give it to me but other than a couple days of feeling lazy and tired I didn’t get sick.

The worst part of all of this was our lovely 16 year old dog was getting more and more feeble. She had lost the use of her hips so couldn’t get up and down by herself. That meant that for many months we were up at all hours of the night helping her get outside to go potty or eat or just get some exercise. We tried getting her into a little wagon for some trips around our block but she hated it. As February approached she was more and more miserable. She began howling in the middle of the night, every night.

We had a wonderful vet that came to the house only to tell us she had lymphoma and wouldn’t be getting any better. With lots of discussions and heartache we made the decision to help her over the rainbow bridge. So during the second week of February our lovely vet came to the house and we said goodbye to Sunny. To say it was hard would be an understatement. Losing a furry family member is the worst.

So all of this to say that I messed up my application to Irvine this June. First time in something like 18 years. In the midst of my emotional distress I got it in my head that the deadline was April 1st (after as long as its been you’d think I’d have the deadline memorized) but what it really was was March 1. And I totally missed it.

Now it’s July and here I am in my studio surrounded in my art. There are literally 100’s of pairs of earrings, necklaces, and bracelets in this studio. I was contemplating applying to a couple other shows but I’m on the fence about it and feeling like I need some mental break time to refocus and reinvigorate my creativity. Everyone needs some down time right?

Stay tuned while I figure out what’s next…

Thoughtfully Yours,
Susan

Website Work

the real me as a clown

Working, working, working…why is computer work so time consuming? Blah…

I’m attempting to make this website prettier and easier to get around. New pages for all my jewelry and creations. New pages for my portfolio and all my cute clients. Updated event page so you know where to find me. Please take a tour around and see what you think.

More to come…

Life is short. Believe in fun.

New Things Coming!

Jack O'lanterns that look like cherries!

I’ve been working behind the scenes to create new things and, thank goodness, Halloween is on the way! My favorite time to design scary stuff.

The picture above are some new pieces of Jack O’Lantern cherries…aren’t they fun! Lots of new things are being put together behind the scenes so stay tuned for a release date!

Always believe in fun!

Susan

Vegan in a House of Carnivores: Episode 2

It’s been a little over 18 months since I started my vegan journey. If you read through my first post  then you have a sense of what being the only one of four that follows the same diet. But today I want to talk about how I got here.

After several years of not loving being a meat eater I knew that I was on the verge of change. But you know how you can feel change coming but try to ignore it? Denial isn’t just a river in Egypt…lol. Yeah, well the universe had other ideas.

Hot flash

Maybe five years ago I began having peri-menopause symptoms. About four years ago those symptoms decided to be  even more present…and bothersome…and more constant. Add to that I was dealing with (and still am) some joint pain and you are put in a position of doing something. My something was to play with my food intake.

First I gave up all processed foods and white sugar. That helped a lot. Second I cut back on (but didn’t quit) caffeine which also had an impact. I bought a bread maker and started making all our baked goods from scratch and with American grown wheat. We made eating foods that are green a priority and juiced quite frequently. Eventually all our meals were made from scratch (time consuming) and everybody felt better in some way

Along the way a friend going through the same thing talked about Maca root and how that had helped her…so I gave that a try. Worked like a charm! (please don’t run out and try anything without consulting your physician) Actually worked for about 2 full years. No hot flashes or night sweats…was a beautiful thing. Until it wasn’t.

In between here somewhere I found a new doctor. An integrative doctor. They take your entire lifestyle into consideration and prescription drugs are not the first line of defense…which is exactly what I wanted. No drugs but a lifestyle modification.

So I went vegan. All at once.

And a funny thing happened. Most of my symptoms either disappeared or dramatically reduced.

It took about 6-8 months to really grasp the differences. First it was small things like waking up easier and falling asleep quicker. Then it was no night sweats (which had come back with a vengeance when my body didn’t like the maca anymore). Hot flashes quit. ( yay!)

Joint pain and joint flaring was still an issue. And sometime debilitating. As an example my shoulder would flare and I wouldn’t be able to lift an arm for the better part of a day without yelling in pain. So my new doc suggested we do some food elimination. So in addition to vegan I went gluten free for about 6 months.

Let’s just say this was not my favorite time. Try not eating any animal products…no meat, dairy, cheese, yogurt, etc. then add to that anything with wheat or flour in it. Have you looked at ingredient list lately? Gluten is in EVERYTHING! No pasta, no bread, no crackers, bagels…you get the picture. It’s a whole new diet and one that took quite a bit of research.

At the end I didn’t feel much different without the gluten. I have added a full regimen of vitamins. You’d be surprised how many things your body is missing. Make sure your doc does thorough blood testing! I feel like a different person.

Maybe you want a change..in how you feel…in your well being? Try some food experimentation…you never know how much better you can feel until you try it!

 

Until next time,

Susan

Creative Schizophrenia: Let’s Talk

Sooo…anybody familiar with creative schizophrenia? Anyone have an artsy habit they can’t quite corral into one genre? Do you feel like your creative endeavors are wanting you to do everything…and nothing? Well…let’s talk.

This can get bad…like really bad. (and that makes me want to do this…)

Martinis are vegan!
Martinis are vegan!

 

I find myself wanting to create for my jewelry line so off to the studio I go. I arrange my things, start with an idea, begin putting it together…and boom! All of a sudden my paint starts calling my name…what if when this thing is done I paint it? So I go get the paint out and start playing with that. Halfway through I notice there’s a piece of fabric on the floor…oooh! That might work too. Maybe I can sew it together for a packaging idea. So I play with that for awhile. Out comes the sketch book so I can see if my ideas will work together. What about ribbons? What if this thing had some tied onto it? And out comes some ribbon. Oooh…but maybe it needs resin? Maybe the pieces would look good glossy…and layered….and …and….and…

By this time I am working in four square inches of my table and not much is getting completed.

 

messy worktable 1

 

What is it with this? And what are your tried and true ways to keep your creative schizo self in check? Bah….

Here are a couple of things I find helpful when I cannot for the life of me get this under control…

  1. Set a timer and a simple goal…for instance I want to ready some of my shrink plastic. I set my phone timer for 20 minutes and that’s all I do until the timer rings. Guess what? I finished something!
  2. Clean or organize. Again I might set my timer for this or just make note of the clock then find a spot to re-organize. Moving things into order allows me to clear my brain and do a sort of re-set. I do this for about half an hour and find that my brain is much more ready to focus on the task at hand.
  3. Go do something else! Maybe it’s time for lunch or a snack. Perhaps laundry needs some attention. Have you talked to your Mom lately? Choose anything that has nothing to do with whatever task you were having issues with.

Those are my three go to’s when I get stuck inside my creative schizophrenia brain. Inevitably one will work and I can get back to accomplishing things.

Try it and let me know how it works for you…or maybe you have a better idea? Would love to have you share it!

Until next time,

Susan